hallow chestnut,
the mind is dull, sharpen it with a grinder
grinding write now whatever
even if it sounds shitty
this is our time.
until all the flies leave
Im shitting flies out of my stomach
sit with it. five senses
roses are red, the mind is dull
dull dull bullying judgement. shame sets in monotonous motions
whatever that means
“I don’t know” on repeat stupid
give me some stimulants the sounds sound all alike
I wonder when I will wake up,
why is anxiety on the cover of Time for our country?
There is time, so much time
fine for now grizzly bear
The heart is broken so boring
Your nuts are against my butt
what is love?
green cups for christmas
Smells like hot coffee on a rainy day, that doesn’t really smell, silly
stop it
extend the arm over your head
indulging, eyeballs bulging
coming together now,
I wish.
Silver toenails set against salmon walls
I want to show how I feel but if could
I wouldnt be pacing the hospital for 5 days
wondering where is it?
Ebbing, waiting for the meds to flow forward. I want to throw up how stupid this is. smiling like I feel it, fake it til you make it you say, johnny is the first name that I can think of the kid with the red hair and blue hat on the corner of PB street lights. Whitening teeth seeping saliva abilify and lamictal Im in my room all day writing stupid streams. dying dying dying dying dying dying dying, just smile from the inside, empty chestnut, you smell so good. lying down chewing on you helps me smile for a second savoring the taste of your kindness.
